I’ve just finished packing for university and for the first time in 6 years, my things are all in boxes. I moved around a lot as a kid, but for the first time ever, I’ll be moving alone. I’m off to the University of Waterloo to major in Honours Environment and Business. (Told ya’ I’d make it in!) I’d be lying to you if I said I was particularly sad about that- I was hardly happy with my childhood home life. But I do feel an odd nostalgia about leaving behind the town and friends and teachers that I’ve come to know and love. I’ve never lived anywhere for as long as I lived in Burlington and now that I’m about to leave I can finally see why it’s considered one of the best cities in Canada to raise a family. Granted, the suburbia-ness of it all made me want to rip my hair out at times, and I kept hoping to see a Stepford wife pop open her chest to re-oil her robotic innards…but I seem to have made it out OK and I will actually miss this place.
So, I sat down the other day and came up with a list of things I need to do before move-in day. And I’m sharing it with ya’ll because I know for a fact that I’m not the only one who is currently feeling slightly bummed about suddenly having to be a grown up when being a kid was kinda-sorta-really-awesome. This isn’t actually my personal list that currently in my purse. I added a few experiences and generalized people’s high school experiences a bit. And it’s also based on the assumption that you didn’t hate every single second of high school. You should of course edit this list as you see fit, but the spirit of things is to tie up loose ends to allow yourself a fresh start.
- Go back to the place you had your first real, proper kiss that made you “get” what those romance movies talk about. Chill there for a bit. Review the event, moment-by-moment, savouring the crazy mix of touch, sight, sound, taste and smell. Remember the butterflies in your stomach and the pounding of your heart and the way your mind kept flipping back and forth between “OMG!” and “Am I doing this right?” and how afterwards you felt “that-much” older, slightly sexier and oh-so ready for more. Savour the memory.
- Go back to your elementary school. Marvel at how, no, the buildings didn’t get smaller, you just got taller. Say hi to your old teachers, and say goodbye to the swing-sets and baseball diamonds. While there, go back to the spot where your first scrapped your knee, then move on to the plot of grass where someone first stood up for you and you then became instant friends. Walk down the hallway where you first saw your grade 3 crush and how cute their smile was the first time you got up the nerve to say hi. Go back to the cafeteria and remember how you used to trade Twinkies for Jo Louis’ with your best friend. Go back to the bathroom where you ran to cry when you found out the horrible news, and then out to the field where you learned to play four square, then go back to the spot where James told Claire to tell Morgan to tell Josh to tell Casey to tell you that Adam thinks you’re really great.
- Go back to your old high school and tell your teachers thank you. Then go to all the lockers you had over the course of the 4 years and leave a good luck note in each of them for whomever gets them next. Go back to the classroom where you had your first high school class, and the one where you had your last. Sit in your desk in each one for a few moments and appreciate how much you learned within those walls and during the time that lapsed between them. Go out to the spot where you parked your car the first time you drove it to school, and then go over to the spot where you accidentally backed into the teacher’s car. Run around the field one more time, then go stand in the gym where the school dances where held, and where you learned how to both slow dance, and grind your hips into those of the opposite sex as your first, fully clothed foray into teen seks.
- (If possible) go back to where you had your first serious make out session and/or dropped your v-card. Relive those moments…if they were pleasant. If not, move on.
- Log onto Facebook and tell your childhood crushes that you had crushes on them. Then let the feelings lay there, and be glad with the knowledge that your heart is now empty and ready for The Next Great Love Interest in your life story.
- Sit in front of the teevee and drink hot chocolate while watching re-runs of Arthur, Dragon Tales, Power Rangers, Sesame Street and all the other shows you used to watch as a kid. Marvel at how Muffy on Arthur now has a cell phone and how Sesame Street is still totally awesome and how it still sucks that Reading Rainbow is over. (But don’t take my word for it!) And finally, thank the Higher Powers that you have YouTube now, so you don’t ever have to go without Mr. Rogers and the puppet people again. Brought to you by the letter A. For Awesome!
- Get on a bus in the morning and spend the day riding around town, appreciating the physical world that has surrounded you all these years. Notice the signpost that told you that home was right around the corner after a long night out. Notice the trail you jogged along every evening. Notice the coffee shop where you had your first date, and appreciate how it’s still privately owned and terribly delicious. Get off and walk into the book store where you’d go with your friends to pass the time till your parents came to pick you up from the mall. Salute the City Hall for making things work. Toss some bread at a pigeon in the park. Kiss the tree that shaded you while you read all those novels over all those summers.
- Go back to where you had your first menial minimum wage job. If possible, toss some change into the tip jar of the brave soul who now does what you did.
- Watch the sunset one more time.
- Wake up early and watch the sun rise one last time.
Let’s not sully the wonder of the new by getting all sad about the old. But it is still important to at least appreciate where you’ve been, even if you don’t necessarily like it. For better or for worse, it’s the past that got you to where you are today, and it’s where you are today that’ll get you to where you want to be tomorrow. And with that, I leave you with Emily Dickinson, and hope that you will take home in your heart wherever you go:
Where thou art, that is home.
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used tires said
am September 4 2009 @ 10:45 pm
Great list! I am current a junior right now majoring in Finance, from reading your list, I definitely need to revisit my elementary school!
Till then,
Jean
Lizzie B. said
am September 5 2009 @ 6:10 am
Hey, I know exactly what you mean about having moved around and then living in one place for a very long time (then having to leave to university). I’m a second year university undergraduate in the UK but before uni I moved around a lot. From Trinidad, to Venezuela, Scotland etc. Eventually when my family was transferred to Azerbaijan, my parents put me into boarding school for 5 years. I enjoyed being in one place though! It was the longest I stayed anywhere and I still miss it having left for uni. Anyway, just wanted to say that its a really cute list
London dude said
am September 7 2009 @ 6:33 am
Ha! One of the funniest To Do List I have seen
Actually for me it is kinda late to fulfil it :-/
used tires said
am September 7 2009 @ 12:35 pm
@London dude, why is it funny? I think it’s quite a serious and legitimate list.
Till then,
Jean
Lumineers Cost said
am September 8 2009 @ 1:24 am
This whole back to school season makes me depressed. I never understood how people could get excited about the school year.
Internet Marketing | Net Age said
am September 13 2009 @ 7:23 am
It is time to flee the coop, little bird. I sincerely doubt that you’ll be looking back for too long. Good luck with this next installment of your life. Look forward to hearing more about your journey in the future.
Kim Diamond said
am October 1 2009 @ 4:23 am
Thank you for this post, I know exactly what you are talking about and I feel for you, I have just had my fiancée break up with me and I am moving on with a new journey in my life and this too will be the first time that I will be doing it all alone, and I have to tell you that I am scared as hell, as I have never lived on my own, but I am looking forward to it and I think that its going to be alright.
Caroline | Corporate Gifts said
am October 1 2009 @ 5:40 am
The bird has finally grown its wings and is flying off too a new and very exciting time in his life enjoy it its going to be marvelous.
Wendy Silk Screening said
am October 1 2009 @ 5:43 am
Well what can I say, the fledgling has got its wings, and boy your life is only just beginning, its going to be hard at first but you will get the hang of it. I just loved your post, great writing, can wait to catch up with you again
Internet Marketing | Net Age said
am October 1 2009 @ 2:21 pm
@ Kim Diamond - I’m sorry to hear about your breakup, but good luck for your new journey as a single lady, and better luck next time. Sometimes the frog just does not turn into a prince!
ATV Auctions said
am October 1 2009 @ 4:47 pm
Personally I think this is taking reminiscing a little too far. I don’t mind checking out a few favorite memory locations, but do you really need to relive your entire childhood? This sounds more like something to do when you are dying.
Cute Graphics said
am October 1 2009 @ 11:58 pm
Thanks for the post Ayomide, I will be looking forward to more of your writings in the future.
Briefcases said
am October 2 2009 @ 4:19 pm
I agree that this to do list is a bit overkill. Instead of spending so much time reflecting upon your past, you should put that energy towards planning your future.
used tires said
am October 3 2009 @ 4:24 am
@Briefcases, to each his own I suppose. I personally love it =D I think its important to connect emotionally with some of the things in your past, it can make you stronger, especially remembering the good times. It wasn’t too long ago that I revisited my old high school, was alot of fun =D
Till then,
Jean
Filipina Heart said
am October 7 2009 @ 5:22 am
Ayomide! this is a great list and in no way overkill. Thanks for sharing.
Ibrahim | ZenCollegeLife.com said
am October 8 2009 @ 11:23 pm
Very cool tips. I just finished undergrad and still think this is a worthy to-do list!
Internet Marketing | Net Age said
am October 24 2009 @ 12:30 pm
Hiya Dude! I’m just checking in to see what you’re up to. How are things going? Please post some updates so we can share in your journey. All the best! Cheers!
used tires said
am November 2 2009 @ 12:06 am
It’s been wayyy too long since your last post, I hope you can give us a new post, I am getting antsy to read a new post =D
Till then,
Jean
Kim Diamond said
am November 2 2009 @ 6:28 am
@Internet Marketing | Net Age
Thank you for the kind words and yes you are so right about that frog thing, but this time round I gonna make sure that things are a lot different, and maybe ill get my Prince, take care.
Hey man, hope all is well with you we have not heard anything from you in a looonnnggg time:)
Briefcases said
am November 2 2009 @ 9:04 pm
Reminiscing about some stuff is fine, but to relive your entire childhood is a bit much. Doing this much is pretty much saying that you expect your future to be horrible.
ATV said
am November 4 2009 @ 7:19 pm
Looking forward to more new blog posts soon. It has now been 2 months since your last post. So hopefully you find some time to get back posting regularly soon.
Lumineers Cost said
am November 9 2009 @ 2:31 am
Was hoping to see an update….maybe soon? While I’m here, let me say that I agree with Briefcase’s point. You need to focus on your future, not so much on your past, although it shouldn’t be disregarded entirely.
Film said
am December 2 2009 @ 3:38 pm
Personally I think this is taking reminiscing a little too far.
izle said
am December 2 2009 @ 3:39 pm
Very cool tips. I just finished undergrad and still think this is a worthy to-do list!
Portable Defibrillator said
am December 20 2009 @ 7:53 am
Great list! I am current a junior right now majoring in Finance, from reading your list, I definitely need to revisit my elementary school!
mimar said
am December 24 2009 @ 7:13 am
It’s been wayyy too long since your last post, I hope you can give us a new post, I am getting antsy to read a new post
adwords reklam said
am December 27 2009 @ 1:51 pm
Ha! One of the funniest To Do List I have seen
Actually for me it is kinda late to fulfil it :-/
blue cross tonik said
am December 28 2009 @ 6:11 pm
It is time to flee the coop, little bird. I sincerely doubt that you’ll be looking back for too long.
Megan Fox said
am January 26 2010 @ 9:20 pm
I think its a great idea to go back to your old school and say hello to some of your old teachers. These are the men and women that helped shape your life.